tonight even as i sit quietly at home with a broken heart

i am so immensely grateful for where my life is today. for the chance to look back and remember what i've been through and know that it is my gift, that i heal.

here i go again
i promised myself i wouldn't think of you today
it's been seven months and counting
you've moved on
i still feel exactly the same

it's just that everywhere i go
all the buildings know your name
like photographs and memories of love
steel and granite reminders
the city calls your name and i can't move on